Posts Tagged ‘random’

it is so strangely warm today. we have, once again, those blue skies that stretch for miles and miles with not a single cloud in sight. you don’t get to see that a lot back home. it makes me think of texas, for some reason, and i have never even been there in my entire [...]


woke up to howling winds and cloudy skies today, no doubt harbinger of more rain to come. yet no typhoons have come our way so far, despite it being almost halfway into july. i do not quite know what to make of this – the summer that isn’t.
i finished the last of my battles for [...]


it occurred to me that if i were to continue along this path, i may have to discontinue this blog or lose all my credibility as a researcher of sorts. unless i had no credibility to start with, of course. or be known among my students and peers as the emo loser. maybe the whiny [...]


i went to bed early with a raging headache last night and had a troubled, dream-full sleep, filled with strange characters past, present, and tv. i think i shall have to stop watching tv before bed. sleep is, after all, supposed to restore your faculties to working state again by morning, not rouse them to [...]


lazy thoughts

07Apr09

i felt lazy today and gave up my daily walk in favour of laundry, toilet-cleaning, and tv. i played around with my new phone a bit but soon tired of it. i am rather contrary by nature – before i got my hands on any of them, i missed my gadgets with a vengeance and [...]


i have a new year resolution. i am going to talk less and think more. sounds like a good idea, and not as impossible as something like… say… not putting things off till tomorrow. or quitting coffee.
my right shoulder aches, so, in my usual irrelevant manner, i shall leave you with some random words. i’m [...]


i read intelligent blogs and talk to intelligent people, and i wonder.
sometimes, i say stupid things even when i know they are stupid. sometimes, i say obvious things even when i know they are obvious. sometimes, i say irrelevant things even when i know they are irrelevant. sometimes, i do it to break the ice. [...]


i resolved not to say a word about you on this blog, because i wanted to make a fresh start and a complete break away from you. but how is it possible when you are still such a major part of everything i am, and say, and feel…?
i miss you, and i hate that you [...]


…i blog.
it’s an old habit (so it dies not). procrastination back-fired on me this time, and i have too much work due yesterday. and since i cannot decide which to do first (either way, i see an early demise) i decided to blog. rant. vent. and hopefully, find the motivation to overcome the panic, and [...]


hmm

24Aug08

right now, it is raining cats, dogs, and all other beasties. there is also a lone cleaner standing in the rain, using a hose to clean (?) the wet pavement.
why do i get to witness things like that?