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22Oct09

i slumped into a less-than-admirable, uncommunicative, i-hate-the-world-at-large mood since i got The Word on monday night. i cried a significant bit, was late for class on tuesday, and drank up all the remaining wine in my fridge last night (despite my acid reflux ban), and woke up this morning feeling rather magically normal.

the fact is, this isn’t about me.

i suppose it’s easier for me to detach myself from all the crazy activity happening back home, but listening to the Ps last night did break my heart rather, and i feel almost guilty for going on with my daily activities – reading and studying and walking and watching videos. but really, what is one supposed to do anyway?

all the glorious fall sunshine has continued, but we’re supposed to see some rain early next week. i have discovered that my closet-room is a heat trap – something i am bound to be thankful for in the winter, but for now, the afternoons can get so stifling and warm. i haven’t managed to put away my fan yet, and that is not quite normal considering we are past the halfway mark of october.

all my great travel plans have been shelved for now, other than a likely trip back home this year-end. christmas back home sounds rather enticing right now, even under circumstances that do not really quite shout party! but i do want to party. i want to celebrate the end of this less-than-perfect year, and the beginning of my journey into the grand 30s.

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