i resolved not to say a word about you on this blog, because i wanted to make a fresh start and a complete break away from you. but how is it possible when you are still such a major part of everything i am, and say, and feel…?
i miss you, and i hate that you screwed me up all wrong… and now i don’t know what to do with myself at all. i hate that i can’t blame you for all that… i hate that it’s taking my entire life to get over you. i hate it all, but most of all, i hate that you can be so oblivious to all of this… and to me.
i hate that you still have the power to make or break me.
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